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The books and movies lied.There is no one out there who thinks your demons are beautiful.There is no one who will trace the lines of your curves and your tattoosThere is no one who will intrinsically get you In the end, love stings.You hold a gun to each others head and pray that they don’t …
You Leave me feeling lonely You Leave me feeling empty You Make me disproportionately angry You Leave me insecure You are a jealous lover, a possessive paramour whose grip on my wrist is too tight, too tight BPD, set me free because I might jump off this balcony otherwise, or swallow every pill I have …
not a single one of my partners has liked my obsession with my phone it started out with existing on the internet because I had a strict curfew and being on the internet was like being free then I learned about social media and message boards and IRC where I could meet people around the …
TRIGGER WARNING: Discusses mental health and eating disorders. Do not read if this seriously triggers you. Yesterday, my friend told me “yeah, I hate her with her petite feet and ability to fit into everything”. What I remember: Being poked in the stomach and being asked why I was so bloated, at a hotel buffet …
it’s a bad mental health day. my brain is unhappy. here’s something I’ve written. I can’t even be bothered with captions or capitalisations. my mental illness feels like claws. sinking themselves into my brain, and leaving lesions. PTSD wraps itself like tentacles around my brain, snaking its way into the deepest recesses of my memories …